She KNOWS that I AM doing something great! I'm on a one-woman crusade to cure THE REST OF THE WOMEN IN THE WORLD from these little BITCHES in their HEADS! I'm trying with all of my might to help women onto the paths of loving their bodies and being proud of what they have to offer to the world. She doesn't want me to do that. She and her little friends want to feed that great monster so that it can continue to reap destruction on humanity. If these little voices can convince us that we're weak, ugly, fat, worthless, stupid, inadequate, "depressed", lacking, and hopeless, then we will treat OTHERS that way. We will expect the worst out of people, and that's what we'll get. We'll spew mournful soliloquies out all over our facebook statuses, and people will SEE that you are listening and hearkening to that voice. They'll think, "Man, if her voice is right, then mine must be right too!" Suddenly, all of us are bemoaning the fact that we work so hard, stretch ourselves so thin, and feel so fat. Women become a force of negativity instead of a force to be reckoned with! We become tired, hapless cliches. Our words and actions become stereotypical, flat, and uninspiring. All of this.........because we listened to that voice.
Yup, I was there. I have been there for about the past month, but I'm turning the volume down on the voice, and clawing my way up and out of this hole. I'm sorry to all of my customers if I've let you down while I was listening to the worst part of myself. She doesn't want to help you either. I DO. I, MYSELF, do want to help. I also would like to plead with you ladies to shut that voice up as well. However you can, whenever you can. It's CRUCIAL. She doesn't have to hold you or me down. We just have to shut her off. I'm pulling the power plug. Now.